About marriage. About how much it sucks. When it starts going bad, it feels like someone is slowly slicing away microscopic pieces of your heart. You feel like the pain is never going to end.
He is so angry with me all the time. If I even voice one single concern over his parents he flips. We never used to fight until they moved here. I want to move back to California. Perhaps our relationship was never strong in the first place? I’m sure that must be it.
I don’t want to be this unhappy all the time. I am never going to be happy again. I love him but his anger and rage scare the shit out of me. He is always yelling at me lately. He is always telling me everything is my fault. I just can’t hear it anymore.
I am starting to think all men are the same. If this ends I swear I won’t ever be with another man again. I thought we were just going thru a rough patch, but now I’m not so sure. The weird thing is that the sex has been really good lately, but everything else just plain sucks.
