I’ve had it with where I work. The shit for me has finally hit the fan. I just hate everything about being there whether no one bothers me or whether they do, it just doesn’t matter. I hate not only 99% of the people I work with but I also hate talking on the phone for a living. Yes it’s only part time but I feel as if it will NEVER end. It depresses the living shit out of me. I send out resumes and either get no response or stupid rejection letters.
I know I need to focus on what I do have. I have one thing so many people don’t and that’s one person that I completely trust and know would do anything for me and I for him as well. I have what everyone dreams of and I’m letting this tiny little shit stain of a job fuck my life up. It’s so hard not to because it just feels like I’ve been there forever, and I will be there FOREVER. Am I dead? Because I think the Catholics may be right because this day job feels like hell and I don’t think hell could truly be hell without a taste of heaven. So my personal life is heaven and my job is hell on earth. I think I’m dead and I’ve gone to hell for being an unbeliever. lol. 
It sure feels like it sometimes!
